SAD

I am supposed to be feeling happy as there is only a paper left for my class -- Chemistry paper 2 on 5th December... which is 6 days away from now.... but I'm very sad... very sad... SAD..... sad....
because of BIOLOGY..... paper 2...

Summary again... for this week:

• Bio 1 - was still ok, did better than my chemistry 1, maybe did about 10 wrongs
• Math T 2 - eh.... I think I can score about 50 to 60 marks, not really sure...
  but something out of the syllabus had come out.... the differential equation related to velocity, displacement, acceleration which I think physics students should be able to do; while I gave the 14 marks to the MPM, because I didn't know how to do....
  and for the velocity, I had forgotten to memorize the important formula, and as a result, I didn't know how to solve a quite easy velocity question.........
• PA 2 - Firstly, I did the Bahagian D = Graf Bar Komponent, it's a easy graph to draw but I had used too much time on it [and luckily I remembered to write "Jangkaan 2001", the trap....]... about 1 hour !
  then.... I did the bahagian C in short time; next I finished the two essays of Bahagian A & B in about 1 hour time...
  Essays that I wrote were about the Program Latihan Khidmat Negara for laras sastera and the Usaha untuk merealisasikan Konsep Mesra Alam Sekitar for laras sains.....
  then when I wanted to do Bahagian E, the time left was about 5 minutes....... and I was only able to write the introduction part......
  thus, once again, I had given 14 marks to MPM ..... anyway, overall, this paper was ok too........
• Bio 2 - sigh.... I don't know I can get more than 40 marks or not for this paper.....
  I'm really upset for this paper, I had done it so badly.... most of the questions were about enzymes, hormones, immunity...... and some other 'cold' topics.
  If I had more time to study for this paper 2, I could have done better..... I didn't use much time to study it, many things that I was supposed to memorize but I didn't have time for them....
  the questions were quite easy, the problems are I didn't prepare well! I was only able to do the "one and a half" essays! For others, I just wrote some craps hoping that I would gain some marks from there.....
  

I have had just about 3 hours sleep yesterday, I didn't use the time to study biology but was trying to get myself to be familiarized with Bahasa Melayu or there would be only English words appearing in my head this morning.... so I was studying essays besides getting some ideas.....
Kinda regret for doing so! I should study biology instead, too many things to be memorized!
But if I didn't read malay articles, I would be panic while answering PA 2.... aiks....

What grade I will get for my BIOLOGY?????? I want to pass, I want to get a better grade other than 2.0 only......... it's my favourite subject actually.... but why? Why I couldn't remember the facts? Why I did it so badly? So sorry, my biology..... I didn't put much effort on you, I know I didn't study the hardest for you....

In fact, some of the questions that I spotted had come out in the exam for almost all of the subjects, I'm a lucky gal, at least I think I'm... for every important exams... I did spot some question for Biology such as enzymes, but! I didn't study it! I did think there was a high probability that Immunity would come out, and I didn't study it too.... siao za bo....!!!