feeling LOST .... totally LOST
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Why I was so careless?
Without knowing what was really going on, I found my purse not with me only when I came back from school to the ground floor of the apartment I'm staying currently. That was when I needed the scanning card (which I put in the purse) for going up to the apartment unit by taking lift.
So, when and why the purse was not with me? I was very blur.... it was either left in the restaurant which I had my lunch or in the laboratory which I worked on my FYP. I walked back to these 2 places when I realised the OMG incident, but well... it's quite impossible to find it back if I really left the purse on the table etc. I remembered I had kept the purse, but it might fall out from the plastic bag etc. Or.... when I pulled out my labcoat which was placed in the same plastic bag with the purse, the purse was dropped and I didn't realise that. Well, of course I went back to check again, finally the answer was still negative.
I had tried to recall back but failed to trace. I had called many friends whom I was with during that period, but nobody could help me on that.... With great confused feeling + blur-ness + sadness + stressful + loneliness + helpless + lost-ness, I walked here and there.... and finally decided to go home. It was already 6++pm. I was struggling to make a police report or not. I was struggling to cancel my bankcards or not. At the end, I had made expensive calls to banks to block/cancel my ATM cards. I was told that in order to get a new ATM card, I need to pay RM12.......
Well, I couldn't accept the truth. Why I was so CARELESS???????
I can't even figure out HOW I lost the things....
There were many things inside T_T
IC and license... haiz...
Variety of cards...
my LIFT scanning card~~~~
Cash RM50, I don't really worry about this though...
(I'm not rich, but at this moment, it's not that important)
but luckily, I still had some little luck, my matrics card was still with me, because I had taken it out yesterday when I entered library and forgotten to put it back to purse.
So, now I am praying I can find the purse back. It's so so so important to me.
It is a BLACK leather purse/wallet.
I wish I really had put somewhere else and can find it back soon!
I wish it was not taken by somebody with bad intentions....
Purse ah Purse ah.... please come back to me~~~
I need you very much...........
I miss you.....
I slowly accept the truth...
but if you wanna come back to me without cash and bankcards,
never mind, but just come back to me...... with other cards...