being Molested by....

I've been molested some years ago. Actually.. it's not really a serious matter... as I think most of the people being molested by 'bian tai lao' (molester)

The first time... few years ago... when I was buying something at 'pasar malam' a.k.a night market, someone molested me by touching my buttock. Maybe you will say, in the pasar malam, so crowded, maybe that person touched you by accident. No, I can tell you this firmly @@

The second time, one or two years ago, happened when I walked home from school. When I almost reached my home, just at the path in front on my house, that 'insane' people followed up me, I knew that, but that road is not mine, I couldn't say that only I could walk there, I didn't know his intention and I didn't pay much attention on him as he was at my back, however.... after following me a short distance, he suddenly ran to come near me and touched my buttock and then ran away.... I wanted to scream but I couldn't...

I can tell you, just a small case -> being molested, girl can become very nervous and scare, it's not kidding, really... feeling insecure, I cried when I reached home. I told my father but... he calmed me down and said it's nothing, but he worried also, asked me not to walk home using the same paths and be careful next time, in case got people follow up me again;
... ya... actually it's nothing... but I just felt that I want to 'kill' that people [I'm a hot-tempered person].
I can't imagine about those being sexually abused's feeling... surely feeling helpless, wanting to commit suicide, feeling theirselves are dirty... and...........................

It's so unfair... between my brother and me, I always get less freedom than my brother who is younger me one year old. Yes... because girls always face more dangerous than guy. Parents always worry about their dear daughters, this and that. Like me, I can't go wherever I want, it's because my father always don't allow me to, however, I understand what are they worrying about..

aha... forget about the past ler.. just molest... tell you another experience, I'd been molested by another creature, do you know what is IT?
It was a cockroach
*burst into laughter*
It's real. What a pity me ~~ even a cockroach also want to molest me >"<
That happened when I was still in primary school's day. That 'lustful', 'ham sap's' cockroach flew into my cloth... yuck... yer... *)^&(#)&$*)#
Started from that day.... I hate Mr. Cockroach very much, but I scared of it at the same time...
so, I have the 'cockroach-phobia'