On-the-Road Phobia?

so tired after back from school (12.30 school off) ~ ate and straight away went to sleep without changing my uniform !
but then being waken up by Dad, as the time was almost near ~
Well prepared, today I drove my dad's car! I didn't touch it for almost ... 3 months? oh my I even have forgotten how long I didn't drive ~
I really seldom drive, and still can be said is a very new + careless + dangerous driver
till now... if not mistaken, I didn't even drive more than 10 times after I've gotten my license, and everytime... if without my father sitting beside me... wah.. sure... sure... ~

actually there was an apppointment with clinic today..
so, I drove to there which is located just beside SMK Taman Ehsan (my school lor)
the appointment.. was ... 'to deal with my teeth' o_O
it was... 'have a tooth stopped' / 'to fill my teeth' [tampal gigi!]
last time during holidays I went with my grandmother and had a tooth filled, but then.. there were still got 2 to be done.. and they wanted me to wait for their call! I really wonder why they didn't want to complete that by that day.. maybe it takes time and will make other patients to wait long time~
so.. ya.. now my 2 of my teeth are filled, lolx

after that, drove to the old place where I learned parking skills last time in Aman Puri..
my father wanted to train my parking skill and some other.. such as move backward! haha.. I'm really weak in reversing the car @@
after practising for quite a long time under the hot sun (evening sun though)... sweated a lot! as the air-conditioner of the car got something wrong already, besides, I was opening up all the windows for parking convenience.
I think, I've improved a bit today..
however, ah.. really weak in driving overall~ sigh~ just now almost bumped into other cars in a busy road ...
I think, I am quite scared of the road actually... haiz.. maybe I should just let other to fetch me everytime ?
=p or to be safer, should let me drive 'auto' instead of 'manual'?
>"< "on-the-road phobia"