99.99999999999 ~ ∞% fail
exhausted... the result of being lazy, studying at last minute before the exam... ya.. although I have been using this method since standard one....
yesterday was the day which I slept at the earliest time, that was about 1.30am, among these days since exam have started.
Few days ago, I slept at about 3-4 am, sometimes even almost failed to fall asleep.
the first thing to do after waking up was to drink a cup of milo+coffee.. if not, I would have a sleepy look and wouldn't have energy for sitting exam.
Since Monday I sat for exam, I can be relax a bit from now onwards as tomorrow my class doesn't have any exam. Next Monday, continue for two days for Biology paper 1 and Muet paper 3, which both are objective papers.
However, I'm not feeling that relax as I expected. I am so down because of my badly answered Math T paper 1. For two days ago, I sat for Math T paper 2.
I am so sad that, most probably, 99.999999% that I will FAIL my Math T.
There is a very high probability... ya.. really... never expect of this thing will happen on me..
as I said before, actually my math was quite good, although not add math, and this Math T is actually harder than add math, but... I still have a strong basic of math... I really upset of this fact that I will fail...
.... feeling like want to cry...
maybe it's not a big deal to fail..but.. it will be my regret to break my record especially fail for math..
even last time I was hate of history.. but I didn't fail it also...
on the contrast, I am not hating math.. but ...
will I fail? or not? whatever, it's true that I did badly...
of all questions, I didn't even answer half of them... and the ones I answered.. not 100% correct also... how to pass... I don't know...
*sigh*
I have got paid attention in class, I have got done exercises... I understand the concepts... but I failed to do it.
this will be the second failed subject in my school life, other than the first one.. which happened during standard 5 (if not mistaken) for my music's... ..ya.. it's not an important subject though..
4 Comments:
Failing a test is not really a big deal, like what the chinese old people back in China "shi bai shi cheng gong zhi mu" aka failure is the mother of success. The 1st time i got a "C" in my life was when i was in form 3. The 1st subject time i failed a paper was when i was in form 4 the Moral paper. I felt i can study more relaxing after having the red mark in my report card. Not much stress because i think "not that i never faield before". But will try my best to pass the exam the next time. It can be a motivation.
Anyway, i just don't understand why nowadays people just can't accept failure. (i'm not pointing to u but all the human being in this world.)
*Sorry for being so long-winded.
haiz... actually I'm not can't accept my failure.. just that, it breaks my record.. maybe you can say I am a person more like to jaga my name..
haha.. ya.. of coz everyone will have to fail... if not.. once there is a big incident.. which is a bigger failure.. he/she sure can't accept.. and mostly will got and commit suicide..
so.. i'm alright lar.. just sad a bit ler
well of coz everyone has their own record to protect, some always try to maintain above 90%, some as least get an B, some can pass enough liao. i do feel for you, it's always a difficult thing to take it when you don't expect to do such badly. but life goes on, don't panic, and just put the record thingy aside. try to think on the other side, you'll feel better. i just had my bio test, not too diffuclt but not too ez either. cukup makan, but competition is stiff here. anyway, you just hold to a proverb 'tam deng yau qin zeng' (don't panic and you're sure to have some money left ..) which i learnt it somewhere =P ... good luck in your exam and i will always support you ya!! jia you~!
haha... really happy to see so many friends around me concern about me ^^ THX ya =p
ya.. I am alright lar... haha
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