fainting ~
aiks... at the moment I am writing this blog, I'm so fainting ~ @@
today at school, it was the first time to attend our school's formal assembly since my form 6 started. But it lasted for a long time, we kept sitting on the ground to listen this and that, so many prizes giving away ~
so hot ~ because by the time the assembly ended, the hot sun had already there, giving away its heat to us generously ~
during recess time, my friend and I were busy finding and seeking for seniors to give us their significant signatures !~!
Some requested us to sing, then we had to sing to get, of course.
Some requested us to call him as 'darling', haiz... had to follow his instruction also, so disgusting huh?
We don't know most of their name, hard ler ~
various of requests ~
until the bell rang~ we just got few ~ *sigh*
then went back class and continue having my breads before the P.A teacher came. Busy drawing graph afterwards~
and then busy doing math ~ wah... so many of them were related to form 4 & 5's, I'd forgotten msot of them, so stressful ya ~ have to do revision ~
then, stay back and chasing after teachers for their signatures also...
seems like we are irritating teachers for that action, but, what to do! They are getting bored to sign for us, sometimes show us their "black face" =.="
today just almost finished drinking a bottle of water, didn't even go to the toilet also ~
Labels: Orientation L6 05
5 Comments:
amazing how life and time move so fast. just a few days' time and everything isnt the same anymore. i've been away for the past few days, as to say i havent onlined for 3 or 4 days. the same form 6 life is getting boring and more boring. the teacher's attitude, the student's attitude. we've been having debates in the class lately, with our teacher.
suddenly i dont feel like doing anything anymore, or should i say i dont know what should i be doing anymore.
school life now is draining me, i'm not sure i've made the right choice doing form6, the thing is i never made any choices nor decisions. could i catch up with the syllabus? i dont know.
i'm sick of the everyday's routine, wake up go to school see the same ppl the same teachers, i'm tired. too tired to do the same thing all over and over again.
talk about civic consciousness, they've been splattering their feaces all over the the floor and the toilet, totally ruining my mood to go to school anymore.
so much to blog or talk about before going out, now that i'm back and had so much free time with me, the inspiration and the urge had long left me.
k, sis gonna use comp now.
hmm... although I wrote fainting, but I didn't regret to choose to study form 6, although, not really many choices for me to choose and finally I am studying form 6, but.. although the rules and many many thingy that we had obey and faced them for years already, I am still willing to follow and face them now, I dun get it really boring, perhaps your heart is not in ur school anymore?
I am quite enjoying my school's life right now, maybe ur school's environment isn't that good...
I can feel that the difference compared with last few years.
My all teachers see us as more mature student, kinda adult but not those kids anymore, they dun simply scold us, but befriended to us ^^
that's the problem with the teachers, i dont know what's wrong with them, the school staffs and the workers too, they tend to treat us differently. i mean, situation like they said form 6 students were proud, thick faced, tidak berbudi bahasa. but it's them who're starting it. say, i was always friendly and respectful to the teachers. but i think it's their mindset, they're somehow uhm, avoiding us the like. like how everytime they saw u coming, it's them who tried to look down or away to avoid you, the opposite of the whole thing, it's like they're more like students who're afraid to face their teachers. many times, or should i say almost everytime when i tried to bertegur sapa or bow to them, they avoid or look away, never heeding you. the same how the canteen workers never heard you and never served you. those things were pissing me off. they've asked you to respect them but instead they disrespect you.
so far i think the maths, physics, chemistry subjects are the same as dead to us, cuz the teachers been going so fast and i dont think everyone could catch it all. only our PA teacher were the normal one, he treat us the way we should be treated, an adult, and talks open mindly. while the others're still the same, the primary school teacher's attitude.
aiks..then kesian u...
it's not ur former school? erm.. my school is the former school.. i know most of the teachers, students and the environment.
maybe my school's form 6 is still new, all of my form 6 teachers are so eager to teach us..lolx
i'm so sorry to hear ur situation, perhaps, you can try to like or just ignore what had happened? you don't bother too much of these respect thingy or blah blah blah, but, just depend on yourselves.
As many said and I think so, form 6 is pra-U, we don't really need to rely on teachers, but we need their guide of coz, if about understanding, you can try to study on your own, or find tuition perhaps? sorry if my suggestion is not really useful but I wish u the best ya ;)
nah, ure good, btw, yup its the former school of mine.
anyway i think i'm just fooling around in the school. we do need to rely on the teachers to explain and tell us what we're suppose to learn and know about. imagine some teacher just go on and on and on very fast without even explaining to us, one's worse, he just read and write similiary according to the book.
ahh nvm, it's not about all these things anyway, it's about how lastime we used to laugh at those form6 student wearing long sleeves and how stupid they looked, and now its our turn. sigh.
all the best to you too.
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