A Best Friend since Standard One

This post I copied from the one I wrote in Recom forum last time:http://www.recom.org/modules.php?name=Forums&file=viewtopic&t=915&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=15

She(Lxxx Yxxx Pxx) was my best friend but not now ever. We were so close but not now... We were classmates when standard one and two, she lived near my house, so we always played together and went to school together. Although we studied in the different classes after that, but we got closer and closer.

However, I realised that friend can influence someone deeply. I don't mean my influence on her but her bad friend's. She become bad and having bad habits. One day, in the bus ( we taking the same bus to school when secondary ), I sat beside her as usual, (if not mistaken, we were studying form 3, near PMR) I talked to her but she didn't say anything to me, kinda ignoring me, so i thought she was in bad mood and didn't want to disturb her. But unfortunately, she didn't speak to me anymore after then, and i got angry so i didn't want to talk to her also. The situation remained the same until now... for few years we didn't contact and talk to each other.

But I knew that she being 'buang sekolah' and married when in form 4. That really surprised me and I felt dissapointed too. She married because having baby that time. What a pity to marry at so early time and... no more bright future to her... Until now, I really regret that I can't help her to being good. She chose the wrong way, haiz... sometimes I blame myself of not helping her.

Once in a while in primary school, she become bad also, but then I try to invite her to be with my friends and she turn good and willing to study hard. The second time, I didn't try my best to bring back her. Now .. I dont' contact her and didn't know her lately news.. =.='