I'm Unhappy........

I'm having bad mood ... super bad mood now... feel like want to punch someone/something...
The main cause may be the effect of hormone ... might be...
argh... everything is going against my will today..

I was doing nothing the whole afternoon... I hope there was at least someone came and visit me as bai nian.. but ... I was alone staying in my room... facing the computer.. playing the 'Spider'of Window XP.

I was so boring and doing nothing again just now, after watching the Jue Dui SuperStar.
So, as usual, I sat in front of the computer and chatted with my friends.
We were once planning to go out for yumcha, but.. I know, if I go and ask permission from my parents.. they wouldn't allow, or they might allow but ... aih..
To be a good girl, I was just staying at home, chatting with friends in front of the computer..

Someone was online, I really dislike to chat with him, as he's a flirting guy who likes to say 'sweet' things to praise every girl, maybe he thinks by using this way, he could win the heart of that girl, or just to make her happy. Maybe he does this without any bad intention, but I ... really dislike..
I hate this fake way of chatting, it's so uncomfortable! Then, he kept adding me into a chatroom with strangers, whom I don't know at all..
I prefer the true speaking way, without much pretending and lies... so at last, I had decided to be staying offline... and there is nobody to chat with me now...

tomorrow is my last day of holiday, as start from Monday, the hectic life will be going on and on..
However, I have to work on this last day.
I have to help my aunt to work at stockist, as a mini carnival is held there tomorrow..
It would take almost the whole day time... and I would be super tired after back from work, and then prepare the things for schooling the next day... and also have to prepare the mood..

and not to forget, tomorrow is the 8th day of CNY, which means I would have to sleep late at night... as we Hokkiens are going to 'bai tian gong' on this day..........
aih... sleep at late night, wake up early in the morning, the same old life is going to repeat..

I'm playing the 'spider' again...............
I'm a loner..